need to write down something
hmmm
its been so longg time..i havent write
i feel like i realy need to write something..
my head is goin to explode soon i guess :D
see.. im far away from home.. i feel so lonely
i feel like everytime i feel happy and find something new.. it will suddenly fade out.. i dont know whats wrong with my luck.. coz i dont see many like mine
i feel angry but i dont know what to do..
i just sat in silence .. staring at d dark night..
its so funny.. i feel lonely but i do enjoy it somehow..
i feel like its nice tobe alone.. coz i wont be ready to be with someone else with this kind of mood
well.. God knows what i need.. what i want..
He knows me more than i know myself..
how would it be if i dont know Him..
even a stupid looser like me.. He still concern on me..
Thank you Lord..
and here i am..
siting infront of this pc, typing whats on my mind..
if i can choose, i wana drink something strong tonight.. but i know i wont do that..
maybe i ll just have a lil beer.. that will be safe then
i really miss my mom..
she is my everything..
the day she left me.. she took a part of me with her..
everytime i get into something hurt .. can not stop d tears.. i always miss her..
rest in peace mom.. i love u, here, forever..
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
tuit! ;)