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14 jam naik bis jogja-jkt berhasil membuat badan ku ga keruan
pala berat, mata panas, badan anget, lemes.. tidur mulu tetep lemes
bukan cuman badan, perasaan juga ga keruan
aneh
pingin pulang
kangen rumah!

Saturday, August 22, 2009

tuit! ;)

need to write down something

hmmm
its been so longg time..i havent write
i feel like i realy need to write something..
my head is goin to explode soon i guess :D
see.. im far away from home.. i feel so lonely
i feel like everytime i feel happy and find something new.. it will suddenly fade out.. i dont know whats wrong with my luck.. coz i dont see many like mine
i feel angry but i dont know what to do..
i just sat in silence .. staring at d dark night..
its so funny.. i feel lonely but i do enjoy it somehow..
i feel like its nice tobe alone.. coz i wont be ready to be with someone else with this kind of mood

well.. God knows what i need.. what i want..
He knows me more than i know myself..
how would it be if i dont know Him..
even a stupid looser like me.. He still concern on me..
Thank you Lord..

and here i am..
siting infront of this pc, typing whats on my mind..
if i can choose, i wana drink something strong tonight.. but i know i wont do that..
maybe i ll just have a lil beer.. that will be safe then

i really miss my mom..
she is my everything..
the day she left me.. she took a part of me with her..
everytime i get into something hurt .. can not stop d tears.. i always miss her..
rest in peace mom.. i love u, here, forever..

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

tuit! ;)