Just leave

Seeing d stars above

still i can not see d light

sitting alone staring at d dark side of night..

hoping that peace will come into my soul to release the pain inside


Chsistmas will never be that warm anymore

d songs will play and it will hurt my deepest soul

what will tomorrow bring ? u will never know

sumone told me long ago, u will never realize how much u love someone ..until u` ve lost one

And.. have i lost.. U ?


i will let d days go by, let d time heal me

coz i`m tired enuff to think, too weak to be a tough one

i type it n i don`t even sure bout it ..

ou my breathing dead soul .. what d hell should i do to comfort u ..

*this Posting dazn`t mean a shit*

Sunday, November 28, 2004

tuit! ;)

my immortal

i`m so tired of being here.. supressed by all my childish fears
n if u have to leave.. i wish that u JUST leave, coz ur presence still lingers here..
n it won`t leave me alone

this wounds won`t seem to heal.. this pain is just too real
there`s just too much that time can not erase..

u cried i`d wipe away allof ur tears..
u`d scream i`d fight away all of ur fears
and i held ur hand thru all of these years n u still have... All Of Me..

u used to captivate me by ur resonating light..
now i`m bound by the life u left behind ur face it haunts .. my once pleasent dreams..
ur voice is chased away, all Sanity in Me..

well i`ve tried so hard to tell myself that U`re gone..
but though u`re still with me,
I`ve been alone all along ..

*2 32 pm*

Monday, November 22, 2004

tuit! ;)